Lucky, oder nein?

Lucky or no? I was late for today's class and thought of sending a text msg to Jimmy telling him ill be late for the first day.

Well, it wasn't the first day for me though, as when i was in the class on monday which i was informed that the institute couldn't reach the lecturer.

They didn't call up and let me know about yesterday. As i was too worried about the class cause of *cough, lazy...cough*, i then rang up my friend and was able to find out that there is no class yesterday. The school double checked our number on the other day and ended up calling me while i thought i am late for class today. Hmm, ain't that just great, i mean...lucky i was late, if not, i gonna end up complaining like what jimmy did..HAHAHAH! so fcking crazy, he was like, "Dude! Why not the lecturer just tell the institute that he got an accident, that wouldn't be much more better! You are dam lucky man, as for me, i have to catch the bus back!" LOL.....

Anyway i was informed that there might be no class for tomorrow too, and the class might probably starts on next monday..sigh, i was thinking that this information was a flause, as they said that the lecture was on holiday, and couldn't reach him / her, then now, how can the doctor not giving the patient an exact date for the medical leave? That is just simply ridiculous, maybe the lecturer is still on holiday and they couldn't reach him, so make things up to make it look better. The problem might be the new schedule, maybe the lecturer got the previous one and not the new one.

If these would be predicted by the institute, those sohai don't have to change the previous holiday that was just ended 4 days ago, which i misses my friends and family, and my beloved for longer! If the holiday was as usual till november, that would be just nice to satisfy everyone.

As for now, the class will be delayed / renew..sigh, change for nothing and now they change it again..wtf!

End..

Happy Anniversary

I planned to wake up and blog about this yesterday but was too tired to do so. Lol..please forgive me!

Well, payleng used to remind me about our anniversary and to my surprise, i was able to find excuses real fast like.. "OWH! i know, i was keeping quiet and planned to give you a surprise.."

Then she will like.. "AIYER! liar! i know you will forget, you and your excuses!"

Lol..well, i learned this from my uncle.. "OK, listen...i have an explanation, and if you cant accept my explanation, WELL...i have another ONE..." LOL!

and that will be my qoute of the day!

P/S : i love you, happy anniversary =)

The Complains and the ramifications between life and feelings

As expected, the plane was delayed and ended up an hour late after the departure time.

Further more before that, i had cheese and chicken sandwiches,which cost me about RM40 for both!
Wtf! Even the sultan wouldn't have that for their breakfast, although that time was dinner for me..lol..if pay leng didn't force me to eat, i wouldnt even go there!

*so i complained to her and I was like..."IF MY SHIT DOESN'T COMES OUT TO BE GOLD! I GONNA SABOTAGE THEIR STALL OR I GONNA SELL RM15 or RM10 SANDWICHES BESIDE THEM!*

Well, that was fine though, cause i dont need to be hungry for my short journey from malaysia to sg which i have to wait for another hour till the gate open.

Sigh, why couldn't my dad get me a better airfare which links from malaysia to perth? Well, reason its because...it is cheaper, i dont know how much, but i do remember he said around RM200~400.

I was feeling dizzy and exhausted, but then managed to put myself together till i sat down and thought about her. That was when my tears started to drop unexpectedly, i hate to mention this but what can i do, i couldn't hold my feelings, i cant control my emotion, all i can do that time was close my eyes, and hope that my trip from singapore to perth would be faster.

*i always sleep cause i do believe the time would passes faster, this explains why i seldom sleep well in malaysia though, cause i dont want time to go that fast...*

I miss my friends, and esspecially her...alot, haha...ownself ask her not to break down and be strong, ownself doing the things that she was told not to, how pathetic can that be.

I love you, i miss you, as i blog or think about it, theres something in my heart and making me to feel so sad till i can hardly breathe, which that happens on the plane when i was on my way from sg to perth.

*that time i was suffocating, depressed, feeling dizzy and was like wanted to puke*

End.

KLIA

Reached KLIA around 5, was able to check in earlier than i thought.

Nothing special except for wandering around, although i am familiar with the place.

Was trying to hold my tears when i see her, but as i went in to the bus or i sees her baby picture, funny, tears just slowly flow as i tried to hold in the public.

Everything passes so quickly, i never thought it would be that fast when i arrived KLIA from perth, which i had supper with my uncles and my mother too...

I was hoping that time would fly faster so tomorrow will be january..
Yes i am hoping for that day to come, as i miss her so much till i can hardly thought of the reality that i am facing now..

I miss the time when we spent together.

I miss you, and i love you...lee pay leng, the one who i will only surrender to..

3rd of Oct..

This is it, 3rd of october, the day that i thought it was long before my holiday.

Time flies, everything its like a dream, i have to wake up and face the reality of tomorrow.

I never expect it would be that fast, but this proved to me that i can do it for the next 3 months. I hope i can..

We haven't been seeing each other for like 5 months plus already, so 3 months would meant nothing to us!
Hold on tight pay leng, as i can assure you, time flies, by the time u realized that i am on the plane...or read this message, the day will become yesterday, and tomorrow will be the day that we shall meet again.

This relationship has proved me right, as you will be the one and only love for me, forever..ill never let you go.
Dont worry about me, just study like the way u used to be.
Ill call you everyday to talk to you so you wouldn't feel alone.

I love you, we dont have to do this together again as this is not the worse that we had experienced..
We just have to get use to it so in the future, we will understand each other more and wouldnt thought of other ridiculous things that we tend to think..

Me, Lee pay leng, will try to cope up without soon seong koon and I will not break down and as you read this sentence, this will be the promise that you read to me.

It is sad to say goodbye, but i am already satisfied to the things that we have done together, every single moment, so overall, i am happy..i love you..

End =)

p/s : do not reject my video conference when i call!

The 1 day..

1 more day..what can i do in 1 more day..

i hope i can time stop, or just go back in time so i can do things over and over again with you.

End with dissapointment..