My Mind are Blank...pls shoot a bullet in my brain =/

10.50pm (wednesday) 12/9/2007

About my current life, everything seems so packed! LOL..mayb i wasnt paying much attention in my studies, well..now im trying to control myself from spending more time on web browsing instead of studying..cuz i know i still got heaps alot of catch ups and works to do..

Uhm..I guess things arent going well, after my internship, im taking my own sweet time in the house, then suddenly something strike my mind..its about the coming test i hav to take, well..there is no dead line for it, but then when i c my college time table...i felt so scared, lol! yea..scared..scare that i will dissapoint my parents again, so i dont dare to take the external exam 1st...sigh...time flies, tomorrow i will be going back to college agian..nvr thought of how important the test are until i realised that i need to pass all to get my diploma..

Pressure pressure pressure, i know i shouldnt be using this word as im only studying in college, well..although i know my pressure cant compare wif other uni students or other ppl, but this is the 1st time i felt this..force...on me...so heavy...i jz hope that god will lift it up for me...or miracles will show up! But then, i know i hav to do this myself..my own way...my style...haha..

Guess ill stop right here...anyway todays weather, morning = windy, afternoon = rainy..nite = ntg~

OH YES! AND THE INTERNET CONNECTION SPEED SUX TO MAX! and guess wad..ONLY MY COM! LOL!