Sunday, May 27, 2007

Delay delay...song nia~

10.47pm (27/5/2007) sunday

omg..lol...i was like wtf once i arrived perth air port, cuz its my 1st time to travel alone. Hmm, everything was fine but then the delay, cuz of computer bla bla stuff having problems, so the SO-CALLED pro engineer went to fix the problem, well, the announce over and over again just to tell us that the time needed to repair increase 1 hour, i was like diu..my 1st travel is my 1st indelible exp!

While waiting, they serve all the passenger wif drinks and sandwiches, which i think its not enough. They gave us vouchers, for refreshment, a $7.50 voucher seems to cheer some of the passenger, but theres still noise mumbling and complaning the delay, well...haha...i am 1 of them~~

anyway v should depart at 4.30..but then v depart at 7.30...wtf...3 housr long awaits finally they fixed the damn problem.

anyway during the flight, it was quite comfortable as theres many movies i can watch, including dumb games...LOL!

Monday, May 21, 2007

TODAYS TITLE! BITTER-SWEET! =D

21/5/2007 10.35PM (MON)

(PART 1) THE BITTER PART~

MUAHAHAHHA! JUNKFOOD RESTOCK DAY! ONE OF MY FAVOURITE DAY TO DO THE SHOPPING WHICH MY AIM WAS ACTUALLY ONLY JUNKSSSSS!

hohoho...erm...i skipped todays afternoon class, erm..dont ask me why, maybe the reason is either lazy or dont feel like going! Well, i can skip with no worries cuz its my last week!

Anyway thanks to TIM, one of my gay friend, told me that there was a japanese restaurant along the street near woolworth. Well, at 1st, the place looks rather interesting as birds flying freely.

Erm..the food, it was rather expensive compared to other restaurant, which one of my friend keep on complaining that he was going to *POKAI*. Well, after sometime, we finally figured out that expensive food would be more tasty.
*READERS, PLS TAKE NOTE THAT V FIGURED OUT THIS BEFORE OUR MEAL!*

Well, erm...to our surprise, our meal...looks INTERESTING, which in other word..it looks weird!
The word *EAT IT AND DIG IT NOWWWW!* keep on running in our mind and persuading us to move!

That time, my stomach keep playing drum, so i decided to volunteer 1st. Well, the 1st bite was not that bad, but then MORE INCOMING TERIYAKI RICE AND CHICKEN SOON LOOKS LIKE SHIT TO ME!

MANNNNN! IT TASTE AWEFULL! My fussy friend keep on complaning the food taste shit, and i started thinking that i rather eat dog food, or its better than my house dog food.

Well, here is the list of the victims..
1. TIM *THX TO THIS LENG ZHAI V HAD TO PAY AND EAT SHIT FOR OUR LUNCH*
2. Nathan *The most innocent* (T.T)v
3. Kenneth *The most fussy eater*
4. xxxxxx *sry as i forgot his name* xD

(PART 2) THE SWEET PART~

I WAS LIKE WTF? I CANT BELIEVE THIS DAY HAD COME! AFTER THE TORTUROUS TIME OF NOT HAVING ANY JUNK FOODS! I CANT BELIEVE MY DAY!!
MY...MY......MYYYY! MY FAVOURITE RESTOCK JUNKFOOD DAY!!!!! Wahahahah!

Well, this time im considered good, as good means not being as impulsive as last time... xD
Hmm, nothing much about it, hehe...while typing this blog, i was actually looking at my stock! Wahahahah!

Wa Cannot tahan already liao la, i must hav sedikit GOODIES NOW jor lar! *singlish*
*singlish* includes -Hokkien
-Mandarin
-Malay
-English

TOODLESSSS! xD

Monday, May 14, 2007

the 6'' degree..

11.37PM (14-5-2007) Monday

Today, i wonder y so cold, as i remember yesterday are much better. Anyway i cant stand the breeze...gosh..its freezing outside, at 1pm..yup..and yes, 1PM IN THE AFTERNOON! ITS FREEZING MAN! LoL...i was like wth happen! xD

Maybe i am still not used to it, but then...the jogging, as i recall back what happen last week, LOL! man...to tell u the truth i lost my way back.. xD hey..not funny ok...lol..do u know how does it feels like to be LOST? ALONE? and my favourite word..DEVASTATED~~~ xD

LoL...it took my hours to find my way back, im exhausted, thirsty and...erm....angry too...LOL! that time i am wearing singlet and lucky i wore long pants, if not u guys wont be able to read this blog anymore...xD get it?

Anyway at last, victory is mine...i found the dam way back to house...lol...as i noticed that i round and round and run around the neighbourhood starring stupidly at the road name...cuz i passed them many times..but then i dont know which is the right direction so i tried north, west, east, and south from the place i am standing...LOL! STILL NO DAM CLUE UNTILL I SAW A BUS HEADING UP! so i curiosly chase the bus, not hoping it to stop as i dont hav cash.. xD just hope that it may lead me back to a place which is familiar to my house...but then...u know la, run run half way dont know where the hell did the bus go...LOL! eh...i warn u dont laugh ar! -_-V

Haha..i cut it short as its a long story, so in the end, i reached home in time for dinner. After telling my housemates and homestay parents MY 1ST JOGGING EXPERIENCE...rather feeling pity towards me..i just..dont know y they laugh, and, u know la..the LENG ZHAI SIU MAI tease me...ISHHHH! TSSSSSSSSSK~~~~~~~`! angry-nya~~~~

Oh, back to the 6'' degree, erm..freezing...erm..breezing..and...and..erm...freezing -___-""

ANYWAY I CANT WAIT TO MEET MY SWEEEEET SWEEEET IPOH IN 2 WEEKs TIME! xD

*as i pray to god that i can time travel..finally..god has answered my prayers...TO MY SURPRISE! i got it...as a dream in yesterday night.....* -_______-" but then...still ok...right? xD

Happiness...this word is hard to find in my dictionary..

12.27am (14-5-2007)

Everytime when i start typing, i have a strange feeling, its like im trying to recall back my past, gosh...this just keep on haunting me everytime when i got a quick flash back about it.

Just, erm..dont know what to say, as everyday seems dull to me..although i have friends around me, but same thing, i feel lonely...its like i missed out something in my life, or should i say my heart is trying to communicate with me as i dont know what i want or seek for.

I know im outdated..haha..but its true that i just watched pirates of the carribean 2 yesterday. As i am enjoying myself..ALONE!!! haha..anyway i am home alone.

As i watched how jack sparrow...oh sry, its captain jack sparrow showing how his compass works..gosh..its so amazing that the compass can actually point things that the owner desire for. Then, suddenly..haha...its so funny but, i hope i have that compass..u know..to show what i really want and desire for! I know its childish to think about it, but please dont leave any offensive words about it to me k? xD

But actually, i got the answer..its just that i dont know how to act. Gosh...seeking the truth and what i desire for is hard..its like almost impossible to finish the story ending part. I just got little idea about it but still, its not enough..

Haha..but..for boys...probably ull know what i am thinking, and if u r thinking what im thinking, then....haha..yes and triple yup for it!!

Please do correct me if i have any mistake above...thank you!

Saturday, May 5, 2007

Indelible n Inconceivable Sadness

12.22am 5/5/2007

Today, just dont feel right. Gosh..gonna write emotion stuff here again.
Its been 2 weeks since my last post, reason is, nothing to write..another reason is..
i hav no mood to write..

Today, noticed something sad, *which i wont reveal it here cuz of my privacy*..Im really
sad about it, my heart now, so confuse, some how mingled wif sadness too. While typing this blog, i never plan or check or even think what should i write here..mayb the reason i keep on typing is to fill up my empty space, although frens are beside me and always playing and teasing me, but then..theres a hole in my heart, i dont know how to describe it..But it always haunts me when i think of it, i felt lonely..heart-ache, as if im trying to find a key to unlock my heart, but then all the key aint right, it need something stronger like antidotes to take away the indelible poison, which in other word..sadness..and the word i like to say most, struggling devastation..

I dont feel like talking, but i am forcing myself to do, so that others wont know whats happening to me..I dont really know if im good at pretending, but then my fading smile, no one can protect my fading smile..just...feel like going to church on sunday, i wan to feel GOD presence and i need
his help..

this eccentric feeling...i hate it..and my heart..*****SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH*********

dont know where to stop, i dont wish to continue..perhaps ill stop here..