Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Todays CRAP =D

You've been hurt by inconceivable pain and sadness..
Let's carry each other's indelible stains.
Don't give up on living..
Don't throw away your reason to live..
Im here to protect you and your fading smile..
so even if the resounding voice calling me should wither..
even if the mingling winds should tell me..
even if i get extinguished by the wind that flows along time..
Ill be there~

Dont't say things like "I can't laugh"
There's meaning in everything that happens in the unseen future..
so stay as you are now..
i know there'll come a time when you realise it..
you and me two are spoken..
someday we'll understand each other..

LOL! SESEAT LARH! suddenly just thought of this ;P

Monday, October 29, 2007

SO PISSED OFF!

FUK THE INTERNET! &%^&$^&%*&*^&*^&*! FUKK! SO PISSED OFF!

I THINK I GONNA DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE MODEM AS ITS ALWAYS DC!
THE FUKING MODEM R TRYING TO BEAT HIS OWN RECORD IN 47 TIMES OF
DISCONNECTION IN ONE DAY!

IM TELLING YA AUSSIE INTERNET SUX TO MAX! THEIR LINE SUX! THEY PROVIDE
SUCKY INTERNET SERVICE AND SUCKY MODEM WHILE WE HAV TO PAY EXTRAS FOR THE
LAME UPGRADE! AND IM TELLING U! IT IS LAME! BIG TIME!

I WAS TOLD THAT THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST COMPANY AND BEST SERVICE INTERNET
PROVIDER IN PERTH! AND I DOUBT THAT!

FUK IT! IF ITS THE BEST Y IT SUX SO BADLY COMPARED TO A SLOW DEVELOPED COUNTRY
LIKE MALAYSIA's BROADBAND STREAMYX? INFACT, STREAMYX ARE WAY BETTER!

LAST THING! FUK U INTERNET WHORE! FUK THE MODEM! DAM! CURSE U! DAMM!

ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO INTENSIVE! SCREWWWWWW IT! DAMMIT! ARGGGGGHHH!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Its hard to smile when u dont feel right..

Im not a good story teller, but this is what i read from a book..

title : ever seen a smile hiding tears?

Its all about Kenny and Rose..
Kenny fell in love wif rose, but unfortunately rose had this indelible sadness
caused by her EX..

Kenny tried his best to get the girl, hoping she will accept him, and rose knew then persuaded kenny to stop being stubborn, but he refuse to stop and he tried even harder to get her.

Then finally rose had enough of kenny's stupidity and told him off. Kenny felt sad
and knew rose are lying but he hav no choice but to respect her decision, kenny felt
rose was crying lately because of him giving her hard time.

Well, its not only rose who are having hard time. Kenny too are having hard time and he felt very sad because to feel her heart is aching like a thousand dagger stabbed in her heart, to feel her tears dropping like the rain in the sky, kenny's pain is actually double of hers because to feel shes crying, to feel her heart is aching, which makes kenny feel very pain inside his heart.

Alhough they never met, but kennys temptation of being with rose grew stronger, and he told this to her..*i dont wish to let my perfect one walk me by*

Then..finally rose had enough, and decided to put an end to it, by telling him that she never liked him, all those words saying she like kenny are just lies, and asking him to move on and forget everything about her.

That time, kenny hav no choice, but to accept what she said because kenny likes her and he dont want to hurt rose anymore saying..* although it hurts, but i respect you, thanks for telling me the truth and if thats your very last wish, your wish is granted*

Ofcause kenny knew rose was lying, but what can he do? He hav no mood, cant sleep, didn't even bother to eat when he is hungry, thinking that is there any way to get back her, thinking hard as if he is trying to get back what he lost..

Well, i stopped here, yea sad...i dont feel like reading it anymore as the story ending might be very sad..well, who knows what will happen..

What i hope is the story will hav a nice ending.

Cheers...=)

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

What will u do if u have 30 million AUD?

Like i said, what will u do if u hav 30 million AUD?

But u hav to be lucky and be in it if ur playing lotto/lottery stuff! =/

Anyway...
A 13 yrs old boy bought a last minute lotto at 6pm, and guess what!
He won 30 million AUD! imagine that, 13 yrs old bastard carrying 30 million
back home, or bank..lol! If its me, i would'nt even bother to study or work!

Jz think of it..if you put your 30 million in your bank and recieve
an interest rate of 6%+ P.A, kinda like 1.8m AUD a year, your
money will never fall unless ur a TOTAL impulsive idiotic person!

Lol, making money from savings, SMART AYE!? well, it only works if u hav *30 MILLION AUD* haha, kinda crazy as when i heard this news, i actually calculate how many he will get from the bank per year. Then i compare with my savings~ And guess what?
I got 27.xx AUD!!! AND ITS PER YEAR! =/

27.xx X 5 years will be 135 AUD, X 10 again and keep on going i think i can get 1 million after i hav my great great great great grand children..hey, not bad okay?
Atleast they still get money from their great great....forget about it =.="

Anyway, something strikes me hard today, well, kinda painful though..hmm..
Luck on others, but not me..haha...

***I WAN 30 MILLION!!!***

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

meh teng seh bai kate ho...not...=D

weeee, weeee..weeeee..weeeee..=D

yeshh ,what i post from my previous blog, kinda like came true..lol..funny sia, things that i predicted didnt come true, but thats ok, i guess..=D

sigh..man i need to get some fresh air, kinda like 1 or 2 week stucked in the house, need someone to talk to, keeping things alone is kinda hard, hate acting though, cuz im not good at it..haha!!

friends calling, didnt reply, friend asking, didnt reply, friend need help, didnt bother..wtf? what kind of brother is this? *erk, hope thats not me, but..xD its me*

did i study? yea, i did, but then not long, cuz imma lazy bastard...hate myself for being lazy though, sigh..but i have to do something before its too late, well..somethings too late to solve, but then too late doesnt means u cant get the 2nd chance though...* talking about my work, if this means other stuff, may apply to it too..*

well its not like totally ignoring them, kinda like, uhm..they ask a thing, i reply a thing, urggghh! dont know how explain! lol..i like place less crowded people when i dont feel right or wut so ever! Dont know why, as someone said this to me~ ur a WEIRDO...haha..yeap yeap! uve got me~~ akakka......

time flies..sometimes i hate it, sometimes i like it, both sides..past and future...both hav its own good.

Ive been thinking this though, kinda stupid..as my cousin told me this b4..while he is sitting beside me and im driving, he said : ''y u so stupid 1? u look at the baby! which i saw theres a baby in the other car..in the passenger seat on my right..and he say , u c that baby, y do u think its happy? i replied, cuz he dont hav to work? this answer made him mad as he knew im trying to avoid the topic, so he said, NO IDIOT! its becuz he is innocent, he jz like to hav fun, din think about those adult stuff..*HE WAS TALKING ABOUT RELATIONSHIP STUFF*..then he continued, its stupid, ur stupid, ur always hurting urself, man uve jz came back from aus, u should be happy, not that kind of face! *as that time im kinda fired up, so i didnt reply, as now i thought of that, yea..its true..haha..but then one thing, im happy to try =D as, nvr try nvr know..well..now i know, but hey..i learned something though..erm..dont ask me what cuz i haven think of it xD*

anyway shit! ive been typing essays! lol..c ya~~

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

kinda like this thing...suits many ppl too.

Love can sometimes be magic,But sometimes magic is an Illusion

An eye for an eye only makes the world blind

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone face

My Heart Is Poisoned And My Soul Is Ice

Monday, October 8, 2007

strange, uhm...dont know how to say!

lazy to fill up the dates as i think the blog will auto update the time..

Anyway, this few days i felt strange, dont know wad i wan, till i talk to this person, shes like very good and nice to me, jz..warm, nice..erm, those feelings came back..nice feelings dat is..dont know how to say but jz wanna blog it here so i could remember how she got me in a state of bliss. **well, lol, U GOT ME**

Shes kinda weird person tho, but interesting to talk wif, funny topics which doesn't make sense, yeap yeap, dam right, sense of humour..she got that, uhm, sweet voice, mid harsh wif kinda low pitch, i jz luv listening to her babling and stuff...jz CUTE! haha, well, doesnt matter if she likes it or not but as i said imma BULL! nvr giv up! haha, like ITS ALL HER FAULT! WHO ASK HER GO TREAT ME SO GOOD! DAM...xD *was joking* anyway really looking forward to go out wif her and know her more..din hope to get wad i wan but hope she will know wad she wan, or should i say, wad i hope is she r able to cope up her past and move on, well...this is wad i wanna say, in order to move on, v HUMANS depends on memory to move on..theres sad and happiness but if u learn to learn from it, i can say u will becum a strong person, well..this is y memory so strong and indelible that makes us strong! strong enuf to impale almost eveything..

jz keep that in mind okay? =) cheers...ntg personal, jz wanna say it out so i may feel better, cuz these days ive been awful lonely or shitz, kinda like gaming everyday to get my time pass quickly, but then i also got study larh..haha..thx to u.. =)

***AND IM NOT STUPID / OLD MINDED*** as i said, jz wanna tell u how i feel~ ;)