Tomorrow will nvr be the same..

We are always one day older than yesterday,
Our death will be decided in our destiny,
Things that we have done will be our past..
It does'nt matter whether its right or wrong,
Because there's always reason behind every decision..

Dreams are wonderful, reality are harsh,
Dreams brought you to me,
But reality snatched it away..

Thats okay,

Because i will treasured the moment when i see u in my dream.
Your illusion haunt's my mind,
Im seeing you crying everytime,
I dont want this to happen..

So,
At last,
I chose to let go

Things i have said which hurted you aren't actually from my mind,
But things i have said will be the intention i mean..
My intention will be the only way,
That can guide u back to your happiness,
Hold on your hand and pull u up from that terrible fall,
And heal your terrible injuries

Soon you will forget my voice,
My presence,
My existence,
Then, once again u will stand..

But i will nvr forget things that we have done,
Let me carry this alone,
Its the least i can do after i have pushed u in that hole..
I can only say sorry for what i have done..

Things have changed,
Thoughts are made,
Choice are given,
And your decision will be the last of it..

If you have made up your mind,
Please dont look back,
Because i want u to move on...

This will be the last and only wish i want it from you,

Lost for real

im lost today, big time and for real.. *thoughts and direction*

i dont have enough of sleep, well thats nothing till i done my test, i failed. This is the 1st time i ever failed my test in that college. Lecturer was wondering how could this happen cause whole class pass. I dont know why and what happened, ive been studying days and stayed up late.

Such a loser aye? Well i am, in so many ways.

Another thing is, i over slept in the bus and ended up no where.
As i walk, i dont know where im going, as i missed 5 stop. I didnt care much, i just keep walking, keep walking, and keep walking. At that time i was very afraid, so unfortunate that my hp dried up, the only thing i could try is hitch hiking, but as u know, thats ridiculous.

While walking, i was thinking something else. *not gonna say it here*
I just felt that when people lost, they intend to fear something stupid, like, i can nvr go back, or i can nvr find my way home esspecially when u have a phone but u cant use it.

After sometime, finally i noticed one thing, i am lost in the neighbourhood.
Not gonna tell u how long it takes and how i got back, i dont want to talk about it.

So many things happened in such a short time.

Anyway, dont know why i dont feel like going back to malaysia, its odd, but yea...