Works...and true love nvr die

Today, as usual like always, woke up early then went for breakfast with my family.

Wasnt expecting things to be that interesting till a human resource staff came in my desk and asked me to her room.

Well, i followed her to her room then, then she show me some papers..kinda like criminal records, and asked why am i always late to work and went home early, i kept quiet then she asked me to write down the reasons on the paper and need my head's singnature. WELL, including mine too..

But guess what, ma reason kinda gav her a shock, and how can i tell that? Simple, i saw her eyes reading continuosly as if shes talking with the wrong guy.

Well, i have 3 papers...

1st, Out With Mr.Simon Soon
2nd, Out With Mr.Simon Soon
3rd, Out With Mr.Chairman

its not selfboosting or some shitz, its actually the truth cuz i cant drive atm..
so my gramp and my dad was like fetching me in and out everytime.

And i got 3 or 4 appoinments in a week, thats y sometimes driver are needed to fetch me here and there to see my doctor about my body structure.....

I dont know what happened to me, my arms and shoulder..doesnt seems right when i lift them up. Sometimes when im freezing during in night, my body will cramp, my bone will like SO COLD that i can hardly breath.

Well, i dont care much about it tho, sigh..missing someone badly are worst than anything. Promises doesnt work so cruelty shows up and slap me hard.

Many ups and down lately, my chapter or life are written by my father, jesus..so i shall leave it for him to finish my ending.

Altho peoples who we met are only part of our chapter in our life, but as we turn the page, we can have new chapter with the same peoples but other story.

True love never die, true friend never go.
I love you, from the bottom of my heary, tears ive shed and joy that i had cried will always be there.

Dont give up on anything, sharing burden and finding true love is not easy, it needs alot of confidence and courage to commit it. Sacrifice will be made if its neccessary.

I hope i can see u soon before my time comes the end...i miss you...

Foot prints..

As we grow, those who walk along seems friendly.
But as time goes by,
soon we will notice they are not the right one..

...meaning fake
.. backstabbers
. using u as a tool

ive seen so much of this walk passed me in my life, they arent leaving footprints in my life, cuz i rubbed them off and left new track for my true friends

never learn to say i love u
cuz after u get addicted to it
u are as good as dead..

Song of the day 2

"Some tears never dry" and "So damaged"..both are my favourites!!!!
As i listen, i thought im singing instead of shayne ward~ xD
haha..how pathetic i might be? =)

Baby..
Some tears never dry

I used to think that we could work it out
I used to think that if we had some problems
I always thought if there was love around
No matter what, I always thought we'll solve it

Now everyday we're in an argument
It's like a circle that don't ever end
We're keeping secrets and we're telling lies
Whatever's wrong, let's make it right
Cause I...

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry

Now what happened to our movie nights?
Girl, I thought that we would always have them
I used to make you laugh like all the time
Now I don't ever, we got a problem

Lately, you never ask about my day
And on the phone we got nothing to say
I get the feeling something's going on
Whatever's wrong, let's make it right
Cause I...

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry

Let's talk about
A way that we can work it out
Girl, we're running outta time
And the thought of a break up
Is tearing me up inside

We can work it out
If we talk about it
We can show the world
That you and I are fighting for it
We'll get through the worst
And I know we'll make it
If we stay together
We'll make it through alive

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry

Song of the day

this is the song which i keep on listening~
its sooooo meaningful...just <3 it

(Damaged) lyrics

Remember those photographs we took on the boat in Spain
I took them down and ripped them up and threw them all away
remember on the back of one you wrote we would meant to be
that doesn't really matter now cause u don't mean a thing to me

baby you shoulda told me tryna to find the start
I thought I was your only till you put me on the self and found somebody else

[Chorus]
I never thought that you would ever do that everything we had is gone
said you loved me said never leave me maybe you just heard your wrong
cause im damaged, im damaged, don't know what to do, baby
im damaged so, so damaged because of you

got rid of those clothes you left like you got rid of our dreams
don't wanna be reminded of all of the memories
I use to have the ticket stamp saved from our very first date
but that don't really matter now cause you threw our love away

baby you shoulda told me cause now im torn apart
thought that I was your only till you put me on the shelf and found sumbody else

[Chorus]

its almost like you were never here
I almost feel like I don't care cause I almost got rid of all the pain
the only thing I have left to say is how good you leave me so damaged

[Chorus]
Girl I never thought, never thought never thought that'd you'd do that everything is gone
(everything is gone)
you said you loved me said youd never leave me maybe I just heard you wrong (heard you wrong)

[Chorus till end]