WAO! SIMPLY ZA DOW!

I felt weird, as when i woke up, i was like...aw....fuk....college...must...get...up...lol! how pathetic i might be? =p

When i arrived to city, it seems to me that everyones getting in my way, so annoying when i wanna turn right, and another person turns left, uhm, then we stand, wait opposite to move, then when i wanna move, she move again...wtf! Thats for morning =p

Afternoon, same problem, but worse..i was wandering around the city and thinking "where the heck is the recharge centre"~ *for my buss one larh~*
Then i got so frustrated, so i decided to buy 2 bottle of water..1.5 litre, and a $70 dollar mobile recharge card..haha..dont ask me why, cuz i wanna use one larh~ =p

then after sometime, finally ive found the stupid centre! Well, yeah, ive missed the bus, not toooooo bad cuz another 20 minutes, theres a bus coming X_X"

Guess wad happens next, i won some shity price from that reload card company, b4 i started blogging, hahahahah!

That time, kinda like, owh fuk, china man, come in my room and see, ive won a price, then he was like..REALLY? AWW! U WILL WIN HANDPHONE THIS TIME~
Then i was like, nahhhhhhhh! i doubt its another 50 free msg, just like urs...sucky price~

Was actually saying this cuz to stay cool, haha...in my mind *FUK I WAN THE PHONE, FUK I WANT THAT PS2 CONSOLE! FUK THIS FUK THAT* when i look at the price..

My heart was racing rapidly when i was about to CLIK *JUMP IN THE POOL OF PRIZES*
After that, well, its 50..but not 50 msg la, pwease la, im not that cheap, my luck are way better than him, ive got a free $50 dollar reload card =p

Kinda like, FUK...NOT HANDPHONE MEH? AIYO..NO MORE PS2 console, NO MORE HP, NO MORE THIS AND THAT..then i look at the $50, then compare wif the china man's 50 free sms, aiya..also ok la...lol! eh, not trying to be mean, just FRIENDLY COMPARING! THATSSSS ALLL! ;P

An Impact

its 5am, and i dont know y am i still starring at my lap top, dont know wad im thinking, and wad im going to do after the impact of something of something happened...

Yeah, sometime shits happens, but then shit wont stop me from reaching my goals..

Ive been thinking hard for the past few days, thinking wad should i do now and later, or should i say in the future.

Theres something, something i just dont understand, cant understand at all, guess it will be a mystery for me till now and forever..

I dont know what to say now as im confuse..how pathetic i might be? Im stuck in confusion..

Headaches..actually was migraine, badly for yesterday, and just now, mayb its becuz i dont hav enuf of sleep, or other reason, which u thought it may be...

I just feet like wanna puke or something, heartaches so much..lol..and my tummy, keeps on bugging me while my head hurts too..

Hmm, guess wad, im hungry and im still awake till now, mayb ill just skip my sleep for today and head straight for breakfast later.

Feeling, uhmm..wads my feeling, well...sad...pain...but, mayb its nothing compared to another person, or the person who im referring too..

haha..again, pathetic mua, i just dont know why shit always happening to me, i just hate facts, but sometimes miracles will just come and change to facts..*if im lucky enough to meet it*

But, theres one thing i know, someones been stealing my puzzle, refuse giving me back and lying..i know, i can nvr finish my puzzle till i get back the missing piece.

What can i do? Your being playful back there, but wad i hope is that..ull jump in and say, *heres the puzzle, wait, ill help u to finish the last piece as my apology*

Instead of having fun back there..by ur own..not to say selfish, i know theres always a reason behind, its just that u keep it quiet as if ur pretending or acting like nothing happened..but i hav to tell u, ur expression and your look betrayed u..

Running away from facts just like me..pointing fingers at me saying i ignores facts and bad at acting, but then, when ur poiting at me, 3 fingers of urs are actually pointing back at u..saying..ur just like him..

Stronger than ENERGIZER!

Insomnia strikes again...

I went to bed at 11pm, and cant freaking sleep till 3am, like who knows why what the hell im thinking~

That time i was kinda like, WTF!!! 3AM? omg...i know its bad cuz i planned to wake up before 10am, got the alarm ready tho..

After sometime, about 30 minutes late...yah ur dam right, about 3.30am, i fell asleep..and guess wad...i WOKE UP AT 6.30AM! WOAHHH! WTF!

AND GUESS WAD! NO UR DAM WRONG! INSTEAD OF FEELING TIRED! WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! IM FEELING! FEELLINGGG....ENERGETIC! kinda like stronger than ENERGIZER! so kewl..i went to bath later on and sat infront of the computer! Well, felt kinda dizzy and blurr tho..lol, i was then looking at the screen and thinking..*wad should i start, and y am i staring at the computer?* lolzz..

Well if u wanna know how was it like, try it...3 hours sleep..LMAO!

Did i felt sleepy later-on? yah, i did, around 3~4pm after i managed to finish my revision, instead of my usual habit, thats gaming~ i went for a nap..a quick one =)

Anyway, when people are about to go, and when they say CIAOZ zi, dont say bye..if not, other people might get offended..dont understand? read it together! lol, well, yah, i got tricked, well im not stupid! its just that, kinda...blurrrr...lol!

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Frustration...lol!

Internet/Modem doesn't quit being an it-BITCH! But anyway its better than 47 times of disconnection than last time..lmao..

Anyway, i went to bed at 1am today, its considered early as i normally sleeps at 2 or 3am~ *study + games* ;P mostly games..lol!

Well, although i felt tired, but then i jz cant sleep and its like insomnia to me.
Probably thinking too much stuff like the coming exams...

Well, im not gonna expose some silly action of mine here during that night..HAHAHA!
Anyway i managed to have my eye shut ay around 4am...swt...

Woke up at 9am..was like WTF!! lol, but then i dont hav any choice as my exam starts at 12.15pm

bla bla bla blaaaa...lazy to blog things that ive done between 9am~11.30am..dont ask me why, just lazy...lol!

Anyway im late for that stupid exam, i argued with the receptionist.

Receptionist : im sorry, i cant fit ur time in as another student will be having exam at half past 2~ *in lan si tone added with australian slang*

Me : Nvm i dont mind cause i can finish that before half past 2, i jz need 15 minutes to finish my test~ *talking in polite way while thinking that the receptionist are being bitchy*

Well, atlast, ive passed, lol, cant manage to finish in 15 minutes time, but in 20~25 minutes..haha, ey, still near larh okay? the examination time should be 2 hour length!

Well, after ive collected my forms, then my SO-CALLED-GUARDIAN, came out, and ask me..

White Bitch : Congratulation, uve passed ur exam~ *talking in sarcastic look and tone*

Me : thx~ *was thinking something gonna happened as this bitch never congratulates or say something good to me*

then she was like...........

White Bitch : Why are u late? *another lan si look in australian slang* fuk it~ =.="

Me : caught the wrong bus~ *this and that this and that* --actually i din caught the wrong bus, its just that i dont wanna waste my time at there cause the earlier bus was about 10.47* ;P

White Bitch : Thats an unacceptable excuse, if ur going for a job interview..BLA BLA..bla bla bla...and bla..bla~ BLA BLA!?!?! *lan si look that makes me wanna bash her face, always saying the same thing as i can dictate the whole thing and can predict what she gonna say next~*

i was thinking, pls la, atleast come out something new so i wont felt bored when ur singing infront of me~~~ LOL!!!

anyway, white bitch continued to blabla..bla bla bla!~~

*sorry i wasnt really listening to her, i was thinking, dam, ive passed the exam in 20~25 minutes time although im late, and the next bastard who wanna take his exam could hav it earlier as i finished fast~*

after her lullaby in idiotic tone and ridiculous look~~~

Me : ok, thanks and sorry~ *yet again, politely~*

Conclusion, my college hav loads of white bitch..well, not all..some of them are white hawt chick..lol~~~~~~~~!!!?!?!

anyway, i nearly forgot, when i was blogging, my homestay guardian..uncle, gav me an envelope, its DHL express, i knew its from dad as his receptionist emailed me saying that my air ticket will arrive soon..

hey hey, wadda u know, THEY HAVE MISSPELLED MY NAME! was kinda funny cuz normally people spelled the seong part wrongly, but this time, my KOON was kinda different, i saw, Mr. Soon seong KHOON~ walau~ so yeng, as far as i concern, KHOON is actually a korean name..my korean fren name! LOl! when i become korean gah? i know some of my korean frens tot im korean this and stuff cuz of my look, wahahhaah! *self boosting, abit high high also cuz its hawt chicks who told me this ;P*

anyway, thats all folks, STAY TUNED TILL NEXT TIME! xD

Todays CRAP =D

You've been hurt by inconceivable pain and sadness..
Let's carry each other's indelible stains.
Don't give up on living..
Don't throw away your reason to live..
Im here to protect you and your fading smile..
so even if the resounding voice calling me should wither..
even if the mingling winds should tell me..
even if i get extinguished by the wind that flows along time..
Ill be there~

Dont't say things like "I can't laugh"
There's meaning in everything that happens in the unseen future..
so stay as you are now..
i know there'll come a time when you realise it..
you and me two are spoken..
someday we'll understand each other..

LOL! SESEAT LARH! suddenly just thought of this ;P

SO PISSED OFF!

FUK THE INTERNET! &%^&$^&%*&*^&*^&*! FUKK! SO PISSED OFF!

I THINK I GONNA DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE MODEM AS ITS ALWAYS DC!
THE FUKING MODEM R TRYING TO BEAT HIS OWN RECORD IN 47 TIMES OF
DISCONNECTION IN ONE DAY!

IM TELLING YA AUSSIE INTERNET SUX TO MAX! THEIR LINE SUX! THEY PROVIDE
SUCKY INTERNET SERVICE AND SUCKY MODEM WHILE WE HAV TO PAY EXTRAS FOR THE
LAME UPGRADE! AND IM TELLING U! IT IS LAME! BIG TIME!

I WAS TOLD THAT THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST COMPANY AND BEST SERVICE INTERNET
PROVIDER IN PERTH! AND I DOUBT THAT!

FUK IT! IF ITS THE BEST Y IT SUX SO BADLY COMPARED TO A SLOW DEVELOPED COUNTRY
LIKE MALAYSIA's BROADBAND STREAMYX? INFACT, STREAMYX ARE WAY BETTER!

LAST THING! FUK U INTERNET WHORE! FUK THE MODEM! DAM! CURSE U! DAMM!

ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO INTENSIVE! SCREWWWWWW IT! DAMMIT! ARGGGGGHHH!

Its hard to smile when u dont feel right..

Im not a good story teller, but this is what i read from a book..

title : ever seen a smile hiding tears?

Its all about Kenny and Rose..
Kenny fell in love wif rose, but unfortunately rose had this indelible sadness
caused by her EX..

Kenny tried his best to get the girl, hoping she will accept him, and rose knew then persuaded kenny to stop being stubborn, but he refuse to stop and he tried even harder to get her.

Then finally rose had enough of kenny's stupidity and told him off. Kenny felt sad
and knew rose are lying but he hav no choice but to respect her decision, kenny felt
rose was crying lately because of him giving her hard time.

Well, its not only rose who are having hard time. Kenny too are having hard time and he felt very sad because to feel her heart is aching like a thousand dagger stabbed in her heart, to feel her tears dropping like the rain in the sky, kenny's pain is actually double of hers because to feel shes crying, to feel her heart is aching, which makes kenny feel very pain inside his heart.

Alhough they never met, but kennys temptation of being with rose grew stronger, and he told this to her..*i dont wish to let my perfect one walk me by*

Then..finally rose had enough, and decided to put an end to it, by telling him that she never liked him, all those words saying she like kenny are just lies, and asking him to move on and forget everything about her.

That time, kenny hav no choice, but to accept what she said because kenny likes her and he dont want to hurt rose anymore saying..* although it hurts, but i respect you, thanks for telling me the truth and if thats your very last wish, your wish is granted*

Ofcause kenny knew rose was lying, but what can he do? He hav no mood, cant sleep, didn't even bother to eat when he is hungry, thinking that is there any way to get back her, thinking hard as if he is trying to get back what he lost..

Well, i stopped here, yea sad...i dont feel like reading it anymore as the story ending might be very sad..well, who knows what will happen..

What i hope is the story will hav a nice ending.

Cheers...=)