My Mind are Blank...pls shoot a bullet in my brain =/

10.50pm (wednesday) 12/9/2007

About my current life, everything seems so packed! LOL..mayb i wasnt paying much attention in my studies, well..now im trying to control myself from spending more time on web browsing instead of studying..cuz i know i still got heaps alot of catch ups and works to do..

Uhm..I guess things arent going well, after my internship, im taking my own sweet time in the house, then suddenly something strike my mind..its about the coming test i hav to take, well..there is no dead line for it, but then when i c my college time table...i felt so scared, lol! yea..scared..scare that i will dissapoint my parents again, so i dont dare to take the external exam 1st...sigh...time flies, tomorrow i will be going back to college agian..nvr thought of how important the test are until i realised that i need to pass all to get my diploma..

Pressure pressure pressure, i know i shouldnt be using this word as im only studying in college, well..although i know my pressure cant compare wif other uni students or other ppl, but this is the 1st time i felt this..force...on me...so heavy...i jz hope that god will lift it up for me...or miracles will show up! But then, i know i hav to do this myself..my own way...my style...haha..

Guess ill stop right here...anyway todays weather, morning = windy, afternoon = rainy..nite = ntg~

OH YES! AND THE INTERNET CONNECTION SPEED SUX TO MAX! and guess wad..ONLY MY COM! LOL!

All Alone..

11.39pm sunday (26/8/2007)

Well..21 more minutes will be my birthday. Yeap, that means on 27/8..

Usually i get very excited, but this time, i feel strange..well..no one gonna celebrate with me, thats alright, i aint gonna celebrate for myself either..

I still remember last year birthday are crowded with all my pals, but, as i said..it looks much different now..im all alone..

Well..Let me tell u how am i going to *CELEBRATE* my birthday on monday, 1st..i will wake up at 7.15am, then get ready myself and need ride 3 buses starting from 8am till 9.30am..

Then i will start working from 9.30am till 5.30pm. After that, i will ride 3 buses again and hopefully will reach home at 7pm or 7.30pm..

INTERESTING right?
Well, its life...what more can i say?

Thanks for reading...toodles...=/

tedious and tired...double T!

23/8/2007 7.42 (thursday)

Well, actually its not that bad for my 1st day. Hmm, kinda lucky as i reach there in time =/

Dangz...1 and half hour travelling time *COMFIRMED*....theres no other way to get to melville! dammit...but yesterday was kinda fun and FREE as theres nothing much to do, and 1 more thing...the trainer are chinese and from malaysia...then soon i met the boss...haha..which is a 60 over old man...not to mention the friendly environment too =)

Uhm, around 5.50pm when i was about to leave there, its raining heavily. At that time i was kinda panic as i dont know wad to do with the weather cuz as for me..i hav to take 3 buses. Well, that time i felt that lord is guiding me and showing me miracles, to my surprise, uncle..*means the boss* offered me a ride...hehe..

Well..as for today, im kinda tired, but i learned alot of stuff, like how to build a com, setup, how to install drivers, chipset, how to find and build a MONSTER COMPUTER! HEHE...

But as for today, i got home at 7pm by bus, and yea...1 and half hour travelling time..

Well, besides BAD transpot, other was actually quite fine...

Damn...i cant compose a nice and interesting blog like last time, my brain all worked up...cant think of words to fit in...many errors in here...reader pls dont mind. And a comment pointing my mistakes from u will be nice..

Thanks =)

Everything seems SUCKY! *sucky-ness within*

21/8/2007 tuesday *11.48pm*

Well, life getting tough, sometimes i cant even barely breath...Lucky *RAN ONLINE* help me survive till now..if not..im already dead V=.="

Everything seems so easy before i set my timetable, well, my sucky life begins here.....

Today me and Uncle Martin took more than 2 hours to reach my working place, its FREAKING FAR! Then another 2 hours from my working place back to house..

Uhm..then..dont know wad to say next..LOL..just hope that i can manage those bus time well as i have to take 3 different bus from different places to reach my shop..

Well, im actually forcing myself to blog...LOL!

Anyway..everyday now seems to quiet, no more entertainment, no more ppl teasing me and no more ppl lock me outside..

kaka...eveything seems so emo adi this blog..LOL! WELL! GTG GUYS! I LAZY TO CONTINUE!
TILL THEN!

ROCK ON!

*********** BE GONE!! U STUPID FREAKING SUCKY LIFE ***************

Felt....sooo...lonely...

9.33pm (28/7/2007) saturday

Haiz..it has been awhile since i blog..

Anyway b4 i came back to perth, which means yesterday, my heart feel so bad as many tragic and ironic incident happened in ipoh. I dont wan to think much about it, but as my flight was delayed in singapore, my mind suddenly thought of things i had done wif my fellow frens and families, kinda miss them....and....some1 which r important to me..i finally had to choice to say...gd bye, as my gramps and parents told me that, i need studies more than relationship now..

I actually travelled 14 hours from malaysia to perth, my head was spinning all time, headache...air-sick...just name it, fely like vomitting..

Anyway once i arrived perth...quarentine was fine as i dont hav things to declare although my mum tried to persuade me to bring foods and souvenier along wif me to perth which i din actually did...

After everything, i then went to queue up for the taxi, kinda embarrasing as some1 thought im going to jump queue as i dont know when to wait the taxi.

But, its good that i missed some of the taxi cuz i met a good taxi driver. V chatted alot of stuff and..HEY! he went to malaysia b4...kk, kl and ipoh...my place =)
haha, he juz keep on praising the foods and fruit in malaysia, erm..and his favourite...was DURIAN! hard to believe it cuz i thought many of the western country ppl dislike it cuz of the smell..

When i reached my house, i saw nicks room door r opening, although i knew he is in malaysia now but i felt kinda weird as he/aunt jenny will lock his room if his coming back, i din really care much about it as i thought they forgot to lock ot nick will come back, cuz i saw his printer under my bed, and...i was kinda shocked when i saw some of his shirts and jacket r in my closit, this time, i really thought his coming back as many of his things r left in my room, which i thought he wanted me to help him to keep it.

Well, the 2nd day...when i wan to put back the printer and shirts and jacket back to his room, to my surprise, the room r COMPLETELY EMPTY! nothing left! not a shit! not even a spider...mayb nick brought it back wif him...xD

That time, i started to think, will nick come back? haiz...then suddenly 1 of my hong kong fren called me and invite me to hav dinner wif him, at 1st i felt reluctant but...nvm la..

After i had lunch in taka, cinema and steamboat wif him, i went home.
The minute i went home, i thought of saying hi to denise so i went to her room and hav a quick chat.

After sometime, i started asking denise about nick, and...she told me that nicks not coming back...haiz...that time...felt sooo lonely adi, cuz the 1 who i treat like my dai kor, not here anymore...no ppl will help me or teach me what to do when im in serious trouble like...i lost my way back...how to go to other place..this and that...and accompany me to dinner at sat, doing laundry, teasing me, best tea, gamin g together, junk food restock day...urgghhh...

Anyway..nick..kinda miss ya...dai kor..haha...eh...if u c my blog...leave me ur address n number arh...haha...gonna find u when i back to malaysia...anyway, r u coming back to perth? just asking xD cuz ur things r still wif me...wanna giv u back..

Kinda Tedious...but, should'nt complain as its better than perth..

Tuesday 7.00pm (10/7/2007)

Kinda boring, as my daily job is to be a driver..

Drove day and night just to help my mum to fetch my siblings, kinda tiring but its good as i can learn how to become a better driver..which my mum still comments my driving skill..

Anyway 1st week, nothing much..only watched transformer..interesting movie though~
Erm the 2nd week..means the week or day which i am writing this blog..started working in my dads company...one word to describe how GREAT it is..TEDIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm..till then..those people who i was looking forward to meet..i am still waiting desperately for ur call..lol...xD

**WARNING** VIRUS HAS BEEN DETECTED!! IN UR BODY!!!

10.55pm (thursday) 28/6/07

*AHHHH CHUIIIIIIIIIIIIIII* *sniff....sniff****
To tell u the truth, i am actually sneezing simultaneously while typing this blog...

On 26/6/07 (tuesday) **SURPRISE SURPRISE!** said the evil virus...
early morning~~~~
when i woke up from my slumber land, my head was spinning and i had backache with soar throat and...FLU!
Well, I decided to sleep again as i thought i dont have enough of sleep.
Although i knew i will be late for class, but i am also aware that it doens't really matter if i were to go there sooner or later, cause i just have to sign my bloody attendance on the front desk.
Well, when i was sleeping, auntie jenny disturbed my sleep, she asked me whether am i going to college anot, well..that time i am not sure what kind of condition i am having, so i answered later~

BUT~~~~~~~

After i woke up, i noticed that this time i am having REAL BAD HEADACHE AND BACKACHE with all those sneezing and coughing stuff while its more like torturing me....erm..did i mentioned that i felt REAL cold and i was more like having fever? >.<"...uhm..if no..
then..there it is~

IT CONTINUED TILL~~~~

27/6/07 (wednesday) **DIE U STUPID THING! DIE!!** said the evil scum virus..
I am actually feeling much better, but nontheless, problems like coughing as if as coughing blood out and backache as if as something stabbed my back still happened.
BUT...after doing my stretching for several times, my BACKBONES joint felt better...
BUT...i am still coughing....BELIEVE ME!!! SUFFERING FROM THAT FREAKING CONDITION ARE WORSE THAN LISTENING TO MY PARENST MUMBLING MY MISTAKES OR HAVING UR LIFE STUCKED IN THE TEDIOUS CLASS WHILE LUCTURERS ARE ACTUALLY HYPNOTISING ME!!!! =.=V

Not long later, one of the staff from the student department rang me up and asked y i absent for 2 days. Well, i told them im having flu, and she told me that my bla bla student visa bla bla said that bla bla u must hav doctor cert, i was so mad and i said the weather out there now r FREEZING and im having fever as well, so i tried to ask her wether the college accept homestay letter or not, to my relieve, she said yes.

Now...the 3rd day....*means the day im typing this blog*
I woke up as usual to prepare myself for war, erm..the war r much like fighting against my lucturer's HYPNOTISING skill on me..>.<"
What i wan to say is, today i just keep on sneezing non-stop! Saliva, slimes, EWWWW! R EVERYWHERE! Thanks to those who invented a speacial thing called tissue, i was then able to survive the embarrasment i was about to make if without any tissues~

Well, coughing and flu gone worst in the morning, but fever and backache r all gone, so its pretty fair for me.

Anyway kinda boring today..dont hav much things to do, dont know what online games should i play. Well, although i tried the WOW, but...not much interesting as i dont know how to LOOT or PICK UP items! LOL! But...at last, i figured it how and next frustrating problem, is....i dont know how to solve the bloody quest =.=" while sending my character for a swim...i logged out quickly hoping it will drown him so i can return back to city faster..haha xD

---THX READERS!!!!---
P.S: VIRUS! BE AFRAID! BE VERY VERY AFRAID!!! AS SOON I WILL TAKE MY REVENGE!!