What i asked, has been answered.

Yes, i am heartbroken. As i asked lord about the things and doubts in my life, and requested for an answer, may it be hard or harsh, and at last, the lord has answered me.

This is a post to record that i am now eating the bitter fruit that i have made. For i have refused to acknowledge the wisdom from the elders, and the lord.

When my tears were dripping none stop, i ask for someone to talk to me, i feel pain, heart pain, so i decided to open the bible, and i feel relieved after reading some of the pages.

Lord is great, for he talks to me and comfort me whenever i need someone to lean on. Although it is hard to let go of something which is so precious to you, but now i fear not, as everything will be back to normal again, as i dedicated my life as a servant to serve the almighty.

Sad and Happy

I feel bad for commenting when i arrived there, cause the overview of it was a hell of disappointment. The toilet and bathroom sucks, the dome sucks, the millipedes sucks as it was everywhere during night and we played games on a kangaroo poo field and it is impossible to avoid them. Well, ill upload the photos next time as there is too much to blog about, funny photos and sentimental events. Nonetheless I learned not to judge before experiencing the whole thing, so overall, the camp was awesome. I get to learn new things, meet new people and much more that i didn't expected it from before the camp. I never regretted going there and i thanks god that Cindy and Nelson successfully persuaded me to go. I miss the 3 days 2 night stay there and everything.

The other thing is, Nelson went back to Malaysia for good, well yea, kinda miss that guy as he is funny and much like a brother to me. Although we only spent 2 month times together but i seriously thank god that i get to know him. He is the one who shared the gospel with me and brought me to his church. Yes we had so much fun together and i feel sorry that i couldn't say goodbye to him before he left. Well, i did tried to talk to him and i wished him to have a safe journey but he was sleeping that time. I didn't want to wake him up so i went back to my room and sleep.

My life changed a lot since the day i accepted Christ. I thanks god that i was given this opportunities to learn about him and get to know more about him. Nonetheless, i couldn't do this without Nelson.

P.S : Thank you Nelson and wish u have a blissful future!

This is lame

Ok now i am pissed, the internet just keep on disconnecting every 5 minutes, which that is lame.

Screw u bigpond, which is the telstra company. We paid friggin big money to your company and yet we get sucky services. Wtf is this, u mofo pranked my homestay parents like providing best services or satisfying services which may please us, but u nvr did. Now we have to stuck with your stupid 2 years contract, @%E#&^@%# telstra!

Besides slowing down the internet once its over the limit and disconnection over 100 times in a day, what else do u guys provide?

Man, U suck!

April fool

Dang, i dont even know it is april fool until someone pranked me. Further more it happens all the time, and they never fail.

Not fair...how come i got fooled by people every time?

Well, i tried to lay some awesome jokes and tried to fool people, but none of them was successful, in fact, i was offended...they said it was lame and some say was predictable..

OK FINE! MAYBE IT WAS, but...at least I've tried to fool you! HA! TAKE THAT!

*this is getting lame....*

Anyway, note that this is a lame post, ignore it by any necessary means. Before u thought of slapping me, Thank you.

P.S : dang the junk food, made me fat and there goes my life span! But on the other hand, that is my only comfort zone when i need something to munch.

The 2nd week!

Everything turns out to be fine, thanks to nelson for bringing me there though!
I was quite a procrastinator back then, so i never bother going cause i thought there is always next time. But i was wrong, i have to make the first move to make it go.

I slept at 5.30am, i thought of giving excuse for not going to church, but u know what? I fought myself and i went to church instead!

Praise the lord, i wasn't tired back then during the service, in fact i was quite energetic!
I had picnic with my cell group after the service! Such a lovely place that we have found to lay our back and relax while enjoying dominos pizza!

I like this photo the most! Oh, and this was taken by Nelson though.



Relaxing under the tree while waiting for Yan Hua and Luke to get the pizza!



Yay! Pizza arrived~ Dive in everyone!



Although we ate the pizzas, but some of us are still hungry, so we went to KFC!
Girls went there by car...while the boys...sigh...walk there larh!

Random

The heart of hatred mixed with joy,
describe me in the words of yours,
as the inevitable truth lies behind,
those who learned will wish to be perished.

Those who stared at the dawn,
wish the time will be stopped for the scene,
as the beautiful scene in their eyes,
will then to be seen forever.

Although the blinds cant see,
the deaf cant hear,
but through the things they feel,
it shall be indelible.

As the pendulum swing,
everyday life seems an infinity loop,
never the same, never will stay.
life is as dull as that,
never will last, but never will hold.

for now, i am a blind man,
hoping for one who shall heal me,
who shall paint my life with colors,
and take away my sorrow.

Even the resounding voice should wither,
ill still wait, for you.

Wednesday

I went to the city with nelson because i was planning to help him with his bank account.
But sadly the staff doesn't allow us to proceed as he needs a student card from him. I then asked will he accept the student visa that proves that nelson is a student, but he disapproved, which then i felt weird for it.

Both of us went back to the college to ask for his student card after i suggested it.
Things turns down a bit awkward when the receptionist said the card can be done by today. After waiting for 30 minutes, i then suggested nelson should ask the receptionist that how long will it take for it. The receptionist, then added it wont be done by today as she has a lot of work to do, which that she added in a very cocky and arrogant way. Oh yea, nelson was asking politely for it and she went bitching it like, "if u were to ask somebody for something, could you please add a please, thank you", then i thought that was funny, cause she never did this before, what a professional "RECEPTIONIST" that i highlighted to put it in a sarcastic way, she never even have a smile on her face when she talk to the customer, which is us, the student.

Sigh, after the stupid receptionist turned his mood down, i then suggested to have a late lunch at han's cafe, then went to southland for movie!

Watched Valkyrie, and it was awesome, starring tom cruise, and its about assassination of hitler.

Okay, thats all for today, some personal issue that i am having right now and i will keep that to myself.

Good night all

The Holiday

I am on holiday now, planned to go elsewhere but failed to do so.

Conclusion : i gonna be stuck in Perth for the next few weeks.

Well, Nelson came and his mother came, which is the new guy.
He is kinda quiet when i 1st met him, but he is talkative now. Haha.

As he is new, so i taught him how to go to school, and how to come back.
After that, i brought him and his mother to Fremantle.
*although i am not familiar with the place..lol*

Walked around but not long, cause his mother is on a mission to meet her relatives.

And i bought these there!!


Which car will i stick on?
Pajero

Why?
I don't mind other cars scratches mine, cause its cheap and they aren't!



Which car will i stick on?
My dad's car, Mercedes.

Why?
Cause its expensive and people will spend their lifetime working for me!



Which car will i stick on?
Hmm, haven't thought of that...so ill stick on Pajero!

Why?
Cause people will be aware of me and try not to get close to my car!



Which car will i stick on?
My mum's car, Toyota, or my dad's car, Mercedes.

Why?
Cause its not cheap so ill remind them with this.



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......................

And lastly....~!!!!


Read my shirt u suckers!

lmao, it was taken in msia.

This picture is meant to remind those reckless driver who they are!

HOI! IM NOT ONE OF THEM ARH!

Time flies~

ok i admit i was slacking after my previous post.

And uhm, the things that i said, or should i say the vow for not leaving my blog behind, okay, that was a joke.LOL

Back to college, but seriously u know what? I hate to admit the truth that i am back to my quiet room. I did complained about how noisy are my siblings and damn...now i miss them and my family, A LOT!

Not to mention about my gf and her dog, oh oh, and her sweet mother too! I miss them as well! :D

Practically i asked my gf to send me the pictures that we took, which my cute cousin and nick are taken with us too. Yea....and i am still waiting for it..

ok here is some stupid pictures that you readers might want to see....or not..

Thatssss me! A picture from Nick who frigging cheap shot me when i was eating.

And u know what? That nick distracted me by talking to me when i was thinking to pay the bill, and he was quick enough to hand his money to the waiter!

%&^@%#^&@%^&#! u NICK!



i risked my life uploading this as this is what my gf complained about what we had during valentines day...... *Hiding under the bed*
...
.......
guess what are we eating, i personally thinks that, it is romantic for both of us as the noise will prevent others to know we were sweet talking, although we didn't...


Nick cheap shot me last time when i was doing some stupid post in Denise room, they reckon i look like ju-on that time, was awfully taken so i suggested the 2nd ju-on...

............................... W A R N I N G ..........................
-You are about to witness the most horrifying scene ever!
-Before you continue / to proceed, viewers must be confirmed to be age 16 and above.
-No heart disease and it is suggested with parental guidance.
-Viewers are advised to find yourself a partner and not to be alone to witness this.

consequences might be suffering mental disorder,
withdrawal syndrome, or worse....*

ok......

Here it comes~!

This was taken when we were waiting the train to send nick back!

Scary right? U better be, god bless u and amen...

Quote.....
Be afraid, be very afraid..

And if u aren't afraid....diu u la!



The 3 Of us! :D











And, meet the lovely couple!!! :D













Yer, Dear...wait till we go home 1st la, this art are meant to be done in the room, not in the public la~~

*she tried to molest me in the public, i don't know why, maybe she thinks its exciting.*




The moment when we have to send nick home...suddenly Nate..on his feet..and...he...sob...

NICKKK! DONT GO! As nate acted hyper sad liddat for the sake of attention from nick, while that nick still giving a post like its a normal picture! WTF! AND SMILE WO! DIU~~








Ok la, thats all folks! thx for viewing!

Advise..

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Just dial 888-sohai-sk-888, and please hold while the operator will assist you and assign you your number.

Or please kindly visit > www.IwantToBitchSlapYou.com/Nate

ill let be happy to let u slap~

the loser is back.

Was very very busy...

Well, not quite that it wasn't the fact.

Anyway been slacking around lately, didnt bother blogging cause i simply treat it as a diary.

To make it short, i only blog when its necessary or some special moment.

Anyway, i cant wait to go back, its like 8pm sharp now, ill be meeting with someone i misses in the next 20 hours.

Further more, got my hair done and this is my new image.



Awesome aye? ;P

Well, anyway, got to go, toodles!


wave....

wave.....

as i wave....

............................

as i wave on the mirror, waving to myself....*

The housemate is leaving~

Its been awhile since i blogged, but who cares, only me and you who reads it, aye? haha..

Terry is leaving for good. Hmm, kinda like the times when my friend tease him and make fun of him, kinda bad but the old days sure is funny.

Sigh, i gonna be alone for the nest 7 days until my friend return from Malaysia.

And...I am bored....

Lucky, oder nein?

Lucky or no? I was late for today's class and thought of sending a text msg to Jimmy telling him ill be late for the first day.

Well, it wasn't the first day for me though, as when i was in the class on monday which i was informed that the institute couldn't reach the lecturer.

They didn't call up and let me know about yesterday. As i was too worried about the class cause of *cough, lazy...cough*, i then rang up my friend and was able to find out that there is no class yesterday. The school double checked our number on the other day and ended up calling me while i thought i am late for class today. Hmm, ain't that just great, i mean...lucky i was late, if not, i gonna end up complaining like what jimmy did..HAHAHAH! so fcking crazy, he was like, "Dude! Why not the lecturer just tell the institute that he got an accident, that wouldn't be much more better! You are dam lucky man, as for me, i have to catch the bus back!" LOL.....

Anyway i was informed that there might be no class for tomorrow too, and the class might probably starts on next monday..sigh, i was thinking that this information was a flause, as they said that the lecture was on holiday, and couldn't reach him / her, then now, how can the doctor not giving the patient an exact date for the medical leave? That is just simply ridiculous, maybe the lecturer is still on holiday and they couldn't reach him, so make things up to make it look better. The problem might be the new schedule, maybe the lecturer got the previous one and not the new one.

If these would be predicted by the institute, those sohai don't have to change the previous holiday that was just ended 4 days ago, which i misses my friends and family, and my beloved for longer! If the holiday was as usual till november, that would be just nice to satisfy everyone.

As for now, the class will be delayed / renew..sigh, change for nothing and now they change it again..wtf!

End..

Happy Anniversary

I planned to wake up and blog about this yesterday but was too tired to do so. Lol..please forgive me!

Well, payleng used to remind me about our anniversary and to my surprise, i was able to find excuses real fast like.. "OWH! i know, i was keeping quiet and planned to give you a surprise.."

Then she will like.. "AIYER! liar! i know you will forget, you and your excuses!"

Lol..well, i learned this from my uncle.. "OK, listen...i have an explanation, and if you cant accept my explanation, WELL...i have another ONE..." LOL!

and that will be my qoute of the day!

P/S : i love you, happy anniversary =)

The Complains and the ramifications between life and feelings

As expected, the plane was delayed and ended up an hour late after the departure time.

Further more before that, i had cheese and chicken sandwiches,which cost me about RM40 for both!
Wtf! Even the sultan wouldn't have that for their breakfast, although that time was dinner for me..lol..if pay leng didn't force me to eat, i wouldnt even go there!

*so i complained to her and I was like..."IF MY SHIT DOESN'T COMES OUT TO BE GOLD! I GONNA SABOTAGE THEIR STALL OR I GONNA SELL RM15 or RM10 SANDWICHES BESIDE THEM!*

Well, that was fine though, cause i dont need to be hungry for my short journey from malaysia to sg which i have to wait for another hour till the gate open.

Sigh, why couldn't my dad get me a better airfare which links from malaysia to perth? Well, reason its because...it is cheaper, i dont know how much, but i do remember he said around RM200~400.

I was feeling dizzy and exhausted, but then managed to put myself together till i sat down and thought about her. That was when my tears started to drop unexpectedly, i hate to mention this but what can i do, i couldn't hold my feelings, i cant control my emotion, all i can do that time was close my eyes, and hope that my trip from singapore to perth would be faster.

*i always sleep cause i do believe the time would passes faster, this explains why i seldom sleep well in malaysia though, cause i dont want time to go that fast...*

I miss my friends, and esspecially her...alot, haha...ownself ask her not to break down and be strong, ownself doing the things that she was told not to, how pathetic can that be.

I love you, i miss you, as i blog or think about it, theres something in my heart and making me to feel so sad till i can hardly breathe, which that happens on the plane when i was on my way from sg to perth.

*that time i was suffocating, depressed, feeling dizzy and was like wanted to puke*

End.

KLIA

Reached KLIA around 5, was able to check in earlier than i thought.

Nothing special except for wandering around, although i am familiar with the place.

Was trying to hold my tears when i see her, but as i went in to the bus or i sees her baby picture, funny, tears just slowly flow as i tried to hold in the public.

Everything passes so quickly, i never thought it would be that fast when i arrived KLIA from perth, which i had supper with my uncles and my mother too...

I was hoping that time would fly faster so tomorrow will be january..
Yes i am hoping for that day to come, as i miss her so much till i can hardly thought of the reality that i am facing now..

I miss the time when we spent together.

I miss you, and i love you...lee pay leng, the one who i will only surrender to..

3rd of Oct..

This is it, 3rd of october, the day that i thought it was long before my holiday.

Time flies, everything its like a dream, i have to wake up and face the reality of tomorrow.

I never expect it would be that fast, but this proved to me that i can do it for the next 3 months. I hope i can..

We haven't been seeing each other for like 5 months plus already, so 3 months would meant nothing to us!
Hold on tight pay leng, as i can assure you, time flies, by the time u realized that i am on the plane...or read this message, the day will become yesterday, and tomorrow will be the day that we shall meet again.

This relationship has proved me right, as you will be the one and only love for me, forever..ill never let you go.
Dont worry about me, just study like the way u used to be.
Ill call you everyday to talk to you so you wouldn't feel alone.

I love you, we dont have to do this together again as this is not the worse that we had experienced..
We just have to get use to it so in the future, we will understand each other more and wouldnt thought of other ridiculous things that we tend to think..

Me, Lee pay leng, will try to cope up without soon seong koon and I will not break down and as you read this sentence, this will be the promise that you read to me.

It is sad to say goodbye, but i am already satisfied to the things that we have done together, every single moment, so overall, i am happy..i love you..

End =)

p/s : do not reject my video conference when i call!

The 1 day..

1 more day..what can i do in 1 more day..

i hope i can time stop, or just go back in time so i can do things over and over again with you.

End with dissapointment..

Just Random

Happy to be invited to a dinner which i never thought it would be that fun! I enjoyed it =)

Sigh..but i am Sad to say that i am leaving soon..and what is this kind of feeling which is pulling me down..make it stop..please..it is consuming me..

Ill miss you..

End..

Sad la....

Cant sleep, care to ask what did i do when i was awake?
Well, that is random blog browsing.

I know i know, that is lame, but while i was browsing at people's blog, i found out mine was....pretty sad....

Readers : *You are such a Loser*
Me : Whaaaat?What did you said?

Well, i do believe that is how a normal people would think about me.
But ignore ignore! I am blogging these for my personal reason and if you want to know why do i still do sad blogging.

ASK ALLAH!

*pssst.....*
*psssstttttttt..........*
*jangan kacau ALLAH lah, dia sedang tidur la!!*
*apa la luuu ni!*

Deng....suddenly count back the days i have in ipoh before going back to perth, WTF ni...potong steam aje...

My feelings now? Uhm...i am feeling......sad, joyful, pathetic, excited and....wtf...why blended to become an impossible feeling one? Sigh, theres only one answer...that is i am feeling crazy now..yes...crazy..nono! no joke! LOL...

Ok la...while blogging this paragraph, i was msn by jia yee and nick le, haha, ok le, i guess ill stop here and have a chat with them before my sleep and a long day to work le..

Thats all folks!

What a wonderful day!

Had a wonderful time today! =)

Pay leng's mother invited me for lunch as she cooked wan ton mee.
Have to say, it is good though. But i cant see the reason why they complained about the dish.

Well, the best part is, pay leng has decided to play badminton with me!! =D
*it was actually her mother and her sister who forced her to play badminton as she nvr exercise*

Oh well, played awhile with till she injured her finger.. =(
Actually i was the person who injured her finger...i am soooo sorry!!!!

Her sis played with us too, including my brother.
*have to admit, her younger sister is a better player than her!! Oh dear pls dont hurt me when u read this...*

Had dinner together in canning garden, was crowded with people but we managed to get the last table.
*how lucky we are to have a table aye??*

Sigh, but time flies....although she asked me not to count the remaining days in malaysia before leaving to perth, but its on my mind, i cant stop thinking about that....

Ill miss you....a lot.....

End